September 10, 2012
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It not only speaks but it SCREAMS in my house …
For any of my long-time readers who wonder what happened to me? I am still here. I simply (?) became the mother to a teenaged son … with autism. Suffice it to say I am now “getting” why people felt sorry for, or were in awe of the fact that I was a special needs mom. Let me just say that the first 12-13 years of living with a diagnosis of autism have been a walk in the park, compared to the past 12-18 months … of having to raise another TEENAGER (Jessica is still alive and well but it was touch and go for us all for awhile there) … and this time one who cannot communicate his wants/needs/feelings/hatred of me.
NOT.AN.EASY.TIME. for anyone.
We have finally had to throw our hands up and beg for assistance … from doctors … teachers and behavior interventionists. This has been my life, while trying to hold down the only job that provides insurance benefits. So … if you wonder where I’ve been or why I don’t answer your texts, or emails or phone calls or comment on your Facebook status? Please don’t take it personally. I am still here … reading when I can. Missing my dear Xanga friends, and wishing I had more time to call my own.
Comments (7)
I have often heard that the teen years with an autistic child were not easy but I know you will make it through this rough time.
Do what you need for you and your family….I will keep you in my thougts and prayers for a bit of sanity when you most need it.
I think of you and your family often. Sending much love.
You have done a fantastic job so far and I know you will continue to achieve what most of us can only imagine.
Sending you love and wishing for another visit. It is SO past due.
My prayers are with you. You are a tougher cookie than I am. I don’t know if I could handle it. Thanks for the update and I wish you well. If/when you get the chance, just look up shadesofannie on Facebook and you will find me. take care my friend and much love and many hugs sent your way!
~ thinking of you ~ I hope that things have calmed down some for you, since you last updated here.